For someone who always said that her own opinion mattered more to her than other people's, she sure spent alot of time seeking affirmation.
For someone who claimed immunity to charm school chat-up lines she sure ended up on her back with a lot of guys who were all talk.
For someone who could sparkle with life when the mood hit her she made sure she was not in the mood with isolation and alcohol.
She wanted to be for someone. But nobody knew that. Not even her.