Anniversary

It's

a

year

today

since

I

last

had

sex

with

the

ex.

Or

at

all.

One

year.

But...

heknowsitwasthistimelastyearbuthehasn'tcontactedmetoday,

IwonderifheremembersasclearlyasIcanhowitfelttobebehindme

myfaceinthepillowashetookmefrombehindifhecanrecallasIdo

howitfeltwhenhethrustnotcarefullythefeelingjustthissideofpain

howIwantedhiminmeovermehowIwanted.

How

I

still

do.